The irony of a delusional label, a label of needing help, being unhealthy, and unstable is that the labeler shares the same needs in most cases. Pointing fingers, bringing others down, dragging someone through the mud for self vindication and 'forward movement' is ridiculous and makes no actual sense.
Forgiveness is for yourself and yourself alone. Keep it to that. Love yourself enough to know that mud is noones friend, retaliation is noones friend and death and decay of another through burning them is not an answer to salvation.
My problem? Loving too deeply. Trying too hard. Dissappointement. Dissappointment breeds discontent which breeds excursions into the improper and poor decision making.
I say to myself, find comfort in all that is blessed. All that i'm thankful for. And contentment where I sit. Then the wake of destruction blossoming from discontent will ebb back into the ocean of someone else's sesspool.
And my waters will be still.
I am still. I shall not retaliate. I will continue to pray for those i love. Unconditionally. No matter how well or poor i love,i love deeply. I will continue to that end. Looking forward. Looking up. Looking to a brighter day. I am loved by many. Those who hate shall not endure in my life.
I will overcome,in spite of their 'well wishes'
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