Crushingly Far

Wretched death of my soul
Teeming with hate
Beating the masses in my chest
Clawing to tear away
Piercing lungs with poison
I am immersed
I am withdrawn
Wretched actions
Wretched feelings
Teeming
Riling
Beating back the beauty of me
Clawing at the facade I wear
Piercing this abscess
I am fighting back
I will rise again
I am on my way
Still far from home